I'm glad that someone shares my mentality. Michael was talking to Shi Ming and I about death. That how he doesn't care whether he will die the next day anot. Doesn't want to think so much anymore.

I mean, life is really really an absurd comedy. Any goals that we have is just a cone to guide us, ultimately, to death. It is just a tool to pass our time away. Are we really that happy once we achieve our goals? I think not. Man are always very greedy, wanting more even though they have enough. Because without any goals, humans are nothing. They are just empty shells, without any motivation.

A cycle that never ends. Things that cannot be finished. He was telling us that we shouldn't choose our partners by looks or by figure. Instead, we should choose them based on our common interests.

I guessed it's family problems all over again. Every single family has their own problems, some more serious than the others. Some are hidden, some are visible.

I'm afraid. I'm seriously afraid. Maybe one day, I would have the courage to face it.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
i criedat 7:12 PM|

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