ok, this is such a long time since I have used this blog. It's a bit scary how much I have changed in such a short time. A year plus, yet I am a totally different person from before. Now, I can safely say that I have become more acquainted with adult stuff. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

I guess no one reads this blog anymore. I don't actually. haha..

Am I a little girl with an adult mind or an adult with a little girl's mind?

I'm actually afraid of going into a r/s with someone, with marriage at the end of it. What's the point of marrying when at the end, the person whom you are the closest with will become a virtual stranger? I am paranoid that the person that I love will end up being the person that I hate or me being hated by the person. Isn't it better that we never meet if it ends up that way?

I'm glad that I'm working in Jurong port. The people there are nice although there are a few whom I cannot see eye to eye. Sometimes they are just damn irritating.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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