I'm a little pissed off by yvonne's comment but then again, she is still a little kid. Jeremy and I are not meant to be and will never be together. We are too alike in some ways. I meant, we are both stubborn and i have-no-idea-how-to-explain. It just is.

It is weird how our lives intertwines, goes way out and then intertwines again. Maybe if we had not been in the club, we would have been virtual strangers. Would we still be talking to each other today?

Fate is such a funny thing.

We can be a total stranger, or we can be close friends. It is all determined. We can be walking along the same street, yet we are virtual strangers. We can be far away, yet we can be close friends who call each other everyday.

We can be friends who talk a lot or we communicate by silence.

Two years ago, i was wondering whether Jeremy and Wendy and the other club people will still be my friends today. Now, time has given me the answer, for now. At that time, I thought Wendy was moving away. Now, it still seems that we are moving further and further away from each other. Even Jeremy too. The movement is subtle but I guess, after a few more years, the difference would seem more apparent. We will be walking down our own path. Even though we might be influenced, the end result is still the same - that we have to walk down the path ourselves. No one will be able to walk down the exact same path with me, nor mine with theirs.

But I am truly grateful for what I have now, because I can say that I have a fun time with them. No matter what happens next, at this moment, it is enough.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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