It has been a long time since I have updated this blog. I just don't have the energy nowasday. ok, I will blog about saturday when I went to sentosa with wen, jeremy and others.

Had a super fun day. I woke up when jeremy msged me, telling me that he was in clementi liao. I panicked, and started searching for my clothes and stuff. He was super early! We were supposed to meet at 8 for breakfast and yet we reached at 7.30am. I reached at 8 tho..lol..

Den as we couldn't decide what to eat, we walked 1 round around clementi and finally decide on mac. It was super weird, eating breakfast with him together. OK, it was the part that I ate breakfast which shocked me more la. That or I haven woke up fully enough. In the middle of eating, wen msged to ask me to bring my yamapi's poker cards but I was too lazy to go to my hme to take liao so I just msged back that I have gone out of my hme le.

After that, met hui qin and hui wen while walking back to club. They asked us if we want to eat breakfast with them at mac but we declined. Too full liao.

Aunty Alice came too! butthe feeling is sort of different now. We know each other but we are like strangers. There is also the feeling with wen. It just seems that I cannot reveal all my feelings to her but with jeremy, I can. He is the listener, without any bonds attached to it. The understander, if there is such a word. But maybe it's because wen and I were not in the same team when we were in the treasure hunt.

I am hoping that jeremy will stick around for as long as possible because I have realised something. Friends of a different gender is hard to come by and easily misunderstood because of the unwritten boundaries. When he gets a gf, I think we will not be as close liao.


Damn, my leg is cramping nw..i've gtg.

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