i'm getting abit emo again..mabbe is juz jay's song making me into this kind of mood again..lol..

unloved and unwanted...tho i think is nt exactly true..or should i put it this way, i do have friends who care abt me but those that i really wish that they will take notice of me doesn't even noe that i'm alive..

ate pizza hut today..i treated them..haha..i'm juz feeling generous or more like, i'm feeling guilty for shouting at my grandma....

i admit that i'm overbearing at times, esp at hme..mabbe i juz wana attract attention but sometimes is juz that i'm so bored that i'm willing to do anything to make them play with me..i cnt believe that i'm envying little kids...they have pple who wan to play with them all the time and pple doesn't even spare me like 5 mins to play with me la..unfair man..

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
i criedat 1:10 AM|

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