my hand is aching nw...really aching...
i din noe that holding chopsticks properly wif my left hand is such a chore. The stupid hand of mine refuse to listen to my commands..
at least i finally can pick up objects with it, nt marbles la..hehe..irregular-shaped pebbles...i think it was bcuz i pushed myself and willed myself nt to touch the com b4 picking up some of the pebbles...i gt almost all the pebbles except for 2..yay!!!

went for the new water plant today. It was quite boring but i gt to see leslie and lawrence there. I din even notice they were there until leslie tapped me on the shoulder la..arghh...hw can i miss them?!!! they are so cute...nv changed since i saw them at camp. haha..they are short for p6 guys..but damn cute..AND i still cnt tell them apart...haiz...

saw wei rong there too. maybe i am too harsh on him? but i still cnt forget the "words" he said to me..i din even provoke him la..if he wana vent his anger on someone, it shouldn't be me lor..i din even do anything. That's another thing that i hate, besides accusing me of something that i din do, that is blaming me for things which had turned out wrong. Maybe it's my fault for going out with him in the 1st place but i shouldn't be subjected to this kind of verbal abuse right? as much as i would like to blame it on my ignorance, it still cnt change the fact that i "toyed" with his feelings. I seriously din noe that it will turn out to be so bad. nah..shouldn't think abt it anymore. thing is over and done with anyway.

i am finally over my mood swing. It had been a tough week for me, worrying abt pw and my gp exams plus everything,but everything is resolved. Pw is coming along nicely and my gp exam is over.

my eyes are closing nw..

oyasumi...

p.s. to unknown> would u mind telling me ur identity so that i wun kill my brain cells?

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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