how much can i tolerate from a guy that i like?

wen gave me egs like nt closing the door when in the toilet blah blah but i dun really mind all that. I'm still searching for a thing that i cnt tolerate.

mabbe some egs are lying, adultery or screaming profanities at me.

i'm weird. I wun mind if my guy goes for 1 nite stand but i will mind a lot if he gets a mistress. reasoning is that he might nt be in control of that particular moment but to install a mistress, it shows my failing. However, exception is that he takes a different girl every nite.

imagine urself waking up to find a person besides u, whom u have to live with the rest of ur life. U have to share everything, including toothpaste. N u have to honor and obey him for the rest of ur life. I think the 2nd part will be super hard la. obey, Even if he ask u to eat shit, u have to do it? that's rediculous. I might obey the more reasonable stuff at 1st cuz it's new to me but after a while, i think i will find it boring and drop the whole idea.

hmm...i am cold ar?
sometimes i agree but den it depends on hu i hang out wif ba..
i do get those 'tots' ocassionally juz tat i dun voice them out. they sounds stupid dakara.

maybe one day i will really be in nd of love. But that will be the time when i have really lost my pillars of support and i dun feel like libing anymore. and the future looks bleak to be. I will then allow myself to be comforted. b4 that, i wun.

i wan a guy hu is like yamapi in every single way la, even his faults. tho i dun think they are faults la, like being grumpy in the morn. I guess it wun matter to me anyway.haha..i'm happy to learn that at least we can c the human side of him, unlike some entertainers hu pretends to be perfect.

i aso dunno hw we gt to the topic of hen and dickson but we have different views on the both of them. It's fun to hear other's opinion on pple cuz that way, u will learn more abt the 2 pple. Different experience means different views. Some pple will only show a certain side to certain pple so opinions can be helpful too.

i muz be grateful that i am close to them in a way that some will nv ever get the chance to be in the same shoes as me.

to say the truth, i cnt imagine myself having a husband. As wen said, the marriage will be very interesting cuz i m stubborn and i like stubborn guys. So stubborn +stubborn =?
testing our limits.

my left hand training is coming along very well. i love left hands..haha...

today went to singapore art museum and SEA civilisation museum. There are lots of interesting stuffs to c but we din get to tour the whole place cuz of lack of time. Mr lee is such a nice guy. He drove us to the 2 places.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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