when u noe a person better, the likelihood that u see his weak points will increase. His weak points will magnify and his strong points, diminished.

wen told me tat she felt like she is intruding into my space when she talked to me sometimes. That i dun really nd a fren. I seriously din noe that i'm giving out tis kind of attitude to pple la.

Gt a msg frm jy today. I'm glad that he made it a point to msg me. yukatta. At least i noe that he still cares abt me.

I went to the chalet on sat. I realised that i'm really fickle-minded but i'm glad that i din go on fri. Although many pple din go on fri, i still had a gd time bully darren haha..

maybe i'm being more open myself. I talked abt some stuff tat i kept it to myself 4 a long time. It's a gd start isn't it? Juz like wen said, no1 will noe abt ur problems if u dun talk abt it but the problem is tat i couldn't bring myself to bring these problems up. I juz feel weird. N when i bring it up, i usually use a light tone which makes pple feel tat i'm joking wif them. Maybe that's y they dun take me seriously.

i used to think that i'm brought into tis world to suffer. The experiences i gt in pri sch are those that i wana 4get. Esp those tauntings that i get frm classmates. Getting distanced is the only way to make them disappear. Even so, they din exactly disappear.

i'm weird. Some days, i juz wish tat every1 will disappear frm tis earth while others, i wish tat there will be pple around me.

i'm happy enough nw..
gt my ans..

I'm willing to stay single if i really have a kor kor hu love me as a younger sis..haha..

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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