is it possible to forget?for some things, yesbut for some .they will be stuck to ur memory like superglue and nt come away.

i'm tired. it's 2.45am nw..holidays is so-so only. Having holidays is the same as not having any holidays. I still have lots of things to do. The only difference is that i do not have to wake up so early. I have to go back to school tomorrow but i am going to be a little late. At least cikgu zaibah will have time to rest a while before she starts teaching me. haha, i'm so considerate right? lol..

as i was telling wen, i wish that i have a bf hu can fight. I feel that those hu cnt fight are sissy. But they muz fight and win or else there is no point in fighting. However, i dun think that there are going to be many hu fit the citeria - can fight and win against a large group of pple. It reminds me of a camp that i went to. Auntie was asking the p6 pple if they feel that they stead have to be strong and protective and only a few said yes.am i one of those? I din ans cuz i wa s standing at the side, nt playing the game. I think i am starting to have higher and higher expectations. In the past, i used to think that having a guy who has no money and education is ok but nwi have changed my mind. Maybe it is the real world which is pulling my dreams apart. U cannot survive in the world without money but u cannot survive in the world without love either. So which will u choose? money or love?i noe that many families are being broken up are by money. Because the couple has no money, they quarrel abt a lot of things but all boils down to money. My family is one of them.

Is it wise to marry and have no money? will the love last? i wonder.u may feel that u love the guy, but as time passed, the feeling gradually fades until one day, u will think y u like the guy b4? when that happens and both of them are married with kids, that's where the problems start.Authors always portray sex as a tool of love. To love each other, u muz have sex. But then, wun doing it everyday bores pple? i noe i will get bored if i do the same thing everyday. can we ever return to our childhood days? when our world is not revolve around lies and disguise. When we are free to do whatever we want without any care for prioriety...

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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