am i transparent?

sometimes i really think that i am juz taking up space in this world. Is love so scarce that there is nt enough to pass around to everyone?

no matter wad i do is enough to please pple. I'm like wasting my time and effort.

i'm super in nd of some love rite nw. i juz have the impulse to hug him juz nw but i think that he will think that i'm weird. haha...it reminds me of othello's iago. "i think you think i love u"..

but nw i think i'm becoming emotionless again le..maybe that's cuz i'm so tired that i will fall aslp once i touch my pillow..

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
i criedat 1:22 AM|

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