hmm..
i wonder y guys muz lie?
maybe i should be happy that he lie to her?
but tat's mean.

stream of consciousness
i tried doing that but i realise that my mind is a blank.
it's weird.

ok..trying to let my mind wonder.
starting point - feelings.

feelings does get in the way when u wana do serious stuff. no matter hw hard i try, i juz cnt shake off tat feeling. I noe tat darren chan is the 1 hu is going to mark my project work but i juz help but dislike him. HELLO..is there any teacher hu is as irritating as him? when we are doing our work, he juz cnt stop his mouth frm saying pple. We are nt even surfing other websites and he told us to be more serious in our work. Den when we tried to reason wif him he said,"u wan to win me in tis izzit? juz listen to me quietly and den do ur work." we are nt even in the wrong la so y muz we stand for tis. It pisses me off. I tink tat charmaine was aso quite pissed with him too. ok, i keep on hearing tat feelings are impt but i think tat being deprived of feelings is aso nt a bad thing. she seems so stressed out these few days too. tml is my jap exam and i dun think tat my preparation is enough. It seems tat i am slacking too much this yr. Too much vcds are nt gd for health. i should cut down on them. to be strong or nt be strong. y muz be put on a mask for pple to c?is the world such a superficial place tat there will be no truth in everything and anything tat u say? politeness is only until a certain level.i'm feeling slpy.

haiz..4get it..it's weird n i tired of typing.
i wish tat yamapi is mine.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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