i tink is is my fault..shouldn't have told him tat auntie dun let him go. Din noe tat he will kick up such a fuss abt it. If i can, i rather accompany him den go to tat chalet. Tis is kowai. I felt tat auntie is being unfair to him la. Y cnt he go? He din do any wrong n he is aso a teen ma. Y must be so bias towards him? He will grow even more resentful if he dun get to go to places tat others can go.

I hope tat wen may be able to pacify him. I hate myself.I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
















































































































i din noe tat i have tears left. 4 the first time i cried since sec 2. Because of the pain tat i noe he felt. the pain juz cnt be described.He must be thinking of lots of stuff. And it wun be nice things too. Damn myself. Y cnt i give out comforting words? Y izzit that i felt that he is so near yet so far? Y izzit tat.....................?
























































kk..gtg


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