in the end, i din go...is tat bad?

i mean, i have heard many of my friends' standard of guys tat they like but den is like i totally dun agree wif them. Maybe is cuz of my upbringing or smth...i mean, like wad nigel n joshua asked in class,"would u like a guy to protect you?" it's obvious tat guys should protect gals la, but den charmaine wun mind is the guy lose. I mean, wad kind of protecting is tat when the guy cnt even win a fight? Tat is total rubbish la. Is nt call protecting but trying to protect. They can say tat my standard is high but i noe of many guys hu can fight very well n yet skinny at the same time.

I aso dunno y they like a guy hu likes to cook. it's ok if they cook once in a while but like a live-in husband, it's ridiculous. I will super super despise any guy hu does tat.

anyway, went training todae. Did kicking. Hope tat nxt week will come soon. I might be going children club ti sat tho.

btw, juz put up some pple's blog url up..have been posponing since a long time ago...i have no idea y bernice strike out my name(dun even rem making her angry la) but i dun exactly care anymore. Living for oneself. Maybe it can be called as selfish but y muz i make myself be unhappy? no1 can be at peace wif every1 at 1 go. Tat is y we have so many personalities. to make them happy, i will be the 1 hu is unhappy at the end.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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