"Turn back time"
If i can turn back time, I will do the things that I want to do, until late at nite.

1 litre of tears brought tears to my eyes. Long time since anything has that effect on me...but shota, a 10yr old child has to endure a progressive disease, a disease that cnt be cured, a disease that makes him unable to move about, to talk.

What is I am the one hu gt this disease? Will I have the strength to go on, or will i juz break down?
human is so fragile. A single,fatal disease will leave one crippled for life. If i have this disease, will I have the strength to go on living, or will i plead for mercy, to die straight away?

sometimes, i realise that I have a different way of thinking. I agree with ryo, that humans are greedy. Humans r really the only ones hu try to unbalance the system, to want to live longer when we r nt supposed to do so. Even if human's life are prolonged, there will be many diseases which comes with it. For me, I will juz wish that I die naturally, without any medicine, without treatment. I feel that it will be less of a burden to the world. Of cuz, i know that pple will want to cling on to life. Usually, when we r dying, we will want to live longer, clinging on to the last hope of life, when it is impossible to do so. That's y pple believe in religion when they r dying.

It's stupid. I mean, if u dun believe in god when u r healthy, y should u believe in god when u r dying? I will rather believe in myself, believe that I have the will to go on living.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
i criedat 9:27 PM|

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