my heart hurts. The thing that i dreaded has happened. But i'm nt going to cry. There is just a deep aching but my eyes are dry. I'm going to move forward, the way that it was supposed to happen. But no matter wad, I think i should root for him. Anyway, wad i want doesn't matter cuz it wun come true, except in my dreams.

It hurts, like a knife stabbing repeatedly. But with its stab, it hurts lesser and lesser.

But it doesn't matter. It juz shows hw much he cares.

i'm aching all over. Going to slp nw. Bye.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
i criedat 3:18 AM|

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