guess i'm slack compared to some of my classmates. this is bad. My mind is urging me to study. Arghh. My mum is putting up stupid deco all over the hme. N nw, my dad is going to come hme very late cuz he is going drinking wif his friend. Another minus point. This is speaking frm experience. He vomited juz the other day cuz of overdrinking. At 3am in the morn. Luckily is nt in the rm or else i will die frm the stink.

Cnt understand these adults. Weird. If it is nt because of my health, my dad wouldn't have given up smoking. I get real serious cough if i breathe in the 2nd hand smoke. Actually i dun mind drinking but until cnt take it is real serious. It is at the stage where the body is telling u that u have drank too much. Third thing. Both my grandmother n mum are nagging for god knows wad reason. My dad isn't at hme and I get all the nagging. Is that fair to me? Pisses me off. Esp my bro hu went to slp so early.

kazoku. Reminds me of 1 litre of tears. is the first show that i wept over. yes, I noe I'm repeating myself but I seriously cnt help it. It's so nice! But she still has to die. Initially when I watched it, I felt that she was very weak cuz she keeps on weeping when she knew that she was sick. But on further thinking, it is normal. I mean, when u are 15 years old, u still have a bright future ahead of u. N at this point of time, you get diagnosed with a fatal disease which cnt be cured.
Enough said of this show.

I'm confused right now. Did I make the right choice of not taking the dip course? I noe that it is ex but den my parents will let me take if I really want it. However at hat pt of time, I told them not to waste money. Is that right of me? I feel super guilty abt spending my dad's money. He always ask me if I have enough to spend. So, i try nt to use so much money. I still feel that I am spending too much compared to my bro. He spends like 70cents a day in sch while i spend like 2-3 bucks. Plus i still learn so many things and still have to pay my sch fees.

Wvwn if I want to find a job, wad can I do? dun think any1 will wan to hire me, with my time so packed. The only thing that I can do is to spend as little as possible. So guys, nxt time when I have a temption to buy anything, STOP me pls...

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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