i'm really confused..i really dunno wad i m thinking abt...
saying this and wanting that, is it correct?
is it wrong to want_____?
is it wrong to stand up for wad i think is right?
is it wrong to hurt someone whose idea disagrees with me?
is it wrong to feel guilty?
is it wrong to pretend that i do not care abt wad pple do?
is it wrong to hit back after i have been hurt?
is it wrong to cry?
is it wrong to like someone?
is it wrong to tell a white lie?
is it wrong to break a promise that is forced on me?

y is it that everything that I do will be criticised by pple around me?

whether i slp early or late is none of his business, or any others for the matter.
whether i eat my meals regularly is aso none of other's business.
who cares if i wana do my own things.
It is my own decision and nt influenced by anybody.
I nv say the words b4 and nv will unless the right one comes along. no1 can force me to say it if i dun wan to. I have said again and again but he nv seems to listen. I am ending it nw n den.

He should have guessed it coming.
My spirit cnt and wun be tamed.
this is ridiculous.
I said that I like a macho man but nt tis kind. It is nt the attitude that I wan. It is totally spastic the way he interprets it. It is the kind that has the dao feeling but den will still have a conscience when it comes to woman. I am nt sayin that K kind of attitude but den a better version of it la.
he cnt even come close to it. and i hate liars.

after all this ramblings, i feel much better. The nxt few days will be spent at malaysia, which i doubt will have a com for me to use so i better make gd use of this time to type and type and type.

I still cnt get it out frm my head. The clothes. I know that I wun stay at my cousin's place alot liao but den to bring it back to my hme? haiz..

If i had a choice.....

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
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