Feel a bit guilty. I shouldn't be angry. I think I acted childish. Argh.

I am not the only one. I shouldn't feel happy over it but I can't seem to help it. It's bad of me to gload over one's sadness but then I have always thought that N has it better than me but then it was just an illusion. Guess that I have said before that I don't like being a loser,that I hate to lose among other things.

Ytd, I went to the city hunter's game. Got paired up with aunty JB. It was okay. She treated me well. Maybe I was too harsh the other time, tho i think that Aunty A...never mind..

N is even braver than I. I can only give subtle hints where else N took action.

Unfair? I think not.

+ let me die; i'm sorry__]]*
i criedat 7:50 PM|

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